6/21/06 11:44 pm - Misplaced days arranged with the serenity of summer.
So it's definitely summer. Almost a month into it to be exact. And so far, it is so crazy. I haven't met so many people in my life. I work now, and softball is starting to pick back up again. Hopefully for the best. I've changed alot since school has ended. For the worst or the best? Let's just say I've changed. And whats in the past, is in the past. I hold no regrets..just the opened eye of a learning process. I can do nothing but learn from the steps I have taken. Whether they were the right or wrong choices, I chose them. And i must live with them. But again, its in the past. And im willing to move on. B/c it feels good to wake up and have not a care in the world. Only to look at the sunrise for the answers to the day. And even then, you can't predict whats going to happen. Thats the great part about life. Spontaneous things happen at any moment. It's a odd feeling. Yet I crave for it every night i lay day. B/c i know how cool it's going to be, to learn something new the next day. And this summer, is definitely about the learning process. B/c whether i want to or not, im growing up. And my senior year is approaching. I've been preparing for this year all my life. And it's around the corner. My summer fun has not ended yet. But there is a line i draw myself now. I like this new me. Actually, its the old me...it's just starting to finally shine through now.fo tru.